WOW

Okay, I know I know. I failed to write about everything important since the end of january. I'll try to catch up. Here a quick update: beginning of march an AWESOME trip to florida. In the middle of march I had a cheerleading competition and basketball state tournament in Joplin. (cheerleader didnt win anything but ...i mean for our 2 month since we were doin it, we did pretty well) Basketball got second in their devision. SO now I got the big news.... Got the flight date back home. 24.3 OMG I'm gonna be leaving in 3,5 weeks. Suddenly it seems real to me and I know I'm gonna miss the people here. WOW 3,5 weeks!

Kansas City Plaza

Back on my feet

After a whole week of coughing sniffing, and sore throat I am back on my feet, finally. It was horrible. Saturday I felt better and wen to a little Party (watching a movie) with some friends and Sunday we went off to Branson, which was super boring because we only looked at a college at the place of actual Misourri American tourism. (Didnt look nice of course only stupid shows.) Came back 2 days ago and have to keep up with all the school work, which is hard. AND I finally got my cheerleading uniform. finally...

Party!!!!!

Okay I was done with meancholic this year and had an amazing evening with the girls.

2011

in every year there exists one day when everything seems rather melancholic (if you don´t drink and party with your friends, which is not really an option right now). New Year´s Eve! That evening you  look back at the past 365 days and experience those unthankful feelings. Regret, for a decision, or also joy you made it. You might feel this itching in your heart that you didn´t get every moment out of it or that you wasted your time. You might be sad the year is over or look forward to the next year with hope for something better. Everyone feels like that in their own way. We have those ridiculous ambitions for the next year, we will never ever fulfill! That´s the average thing. 2011 those feelings seem to be stronger than ever, the only difference is, that I´m not certain if I feel any of it or not. I question myself to much: Was is it right? Do I regret it or was it worth the precious time? Now I´m here in the dreamland America, and don´t even really celebrate the new year. Maybe that´s a good thing for me, but those feeling will hunt me down anyway.
When the clock strikes 12, one has to make a decision and be certain about the feelings you experienced. I´ll wait 'til this moment, however, I´m pretty sure I won´t know this year. 2011 has been different, and will also be in this moment. Maybe I´ll find my answers in 2012. And if not... I at least know that I tried. Have a happy new year y'all. :)

Only in America (picture-update)

Just saying: some stores here are crazy , over the top. This hunting store we went to today was firstly, huge, secondly, looked like a museum with all the old west stuff and looking like a huge dream hall. There was a big waterfall with an aquarium inside the store. No, it was not a zoo. Only a store where u can buy stuff for hunting and fishing. It looked like the nature itself. Btw had also shooting games everywhere...Only in America!
Also some updates from Christmas Eve and some from a photoshoot with Amber and some girls.

 Amber in a christmas costume and I on her horse

 Matthew cant get out of the little cute kid car :D

 The huge hunting store...

 ...and the weird foreigner who behaves like a tourist and has to take a picture in front of the store.