Mixed feelings.

I properbly couldn´t have been more lucky with my host family, with the people I´ve met. I´m actually really happy here. Even though my host family is quite strict and religious, I love them already and feel very welcome. But I can´t fight the fact that I miss my mum, and my friends of course. I´ve always been so close to my mum and I really miss her. Every morning I gotta fight against the tears, especially on our way to school because I don´t want Amber, Andrew and Mathew see me cry. They might get it wrong and think I´m not happy here. However, I am! I´m just having a hard time. Do I already feel homesick? I don´t wanna leave here, but I also wanna go home. I guess it´s something in between.
School started three days ago and it´s so exhausting. After 7 classes it´s about 3:15. At 3:30 starts volleyball and goes til 6 o´clock. Then I gotta do whole bunch of homework and eat dinner when I come home and fall into bed. No free time! I really gotta get used to that, maybe that´s the reason for me not feeling so well, since I´m exhausted. Anyway,  I can do this.