Christmas Time

Christmas is not far away anymore and during thi s time homesickness sneaks around the corner as well. But I hope it won´t bother me too long. Christmas tree is already in our living room and I will go ice-skating with Amber and some of her friends in a few minutes, even though I have the strong impression that she just takes me because her mom tells her to, which makes me kinda sad. Amber hasnt really got to appreciate me as I am yet. I guess that wont happen any more. The more I here about Sabrina, the exchange student, who had been here before I got here, the more I have the feeling she had a much better time. She was allowed to do more and she was awesome with Amber. I´m so sad we can´t really be friends. Her attitude towards changes from day to day and it confuses me over and over again. If she would be open and talk to me I would never refuse to be friends with me. I want her to but obviously she doesnt....too bad. I thought it would be different.
Especially the Christmas time I miss Germany. All the gingerbread, the chocolate, the lights in Hamburg and the big Christmas market. I wish I could be in Hamburg and go ice skating with some friends of mine instead. I at least would know I´m welcome.
Yesteday I got my first dress code referal. It was ridiculous, my pullover slipt of my shoulder like once a little bit and nobody noticed. And it wasn´t offendive at all. But somebody (i dont know who) went to the pricipal and made him notice I violated the dress code. hmpf, this student has to be really frustrated to deal with MY issues. Anyway, my hostfamily wasnt mad so it was no big deal. I love them. But this christian school sometimes just cracks me up! :D